i just saw a spider crawl across the room.

so i look on the table beside me to see if i had any cups to catch it. there were two cups; one which was a regular, reusable cup with water in it, and the other disposable cup which i used for the watercolour painting i did i few days ago. obviously, i picked the disposable cup and poured the water into the other cup. then i noticed a knot of hair which slowly started to sink to the bottom of the cup. i look closer to see that its a dead spider asikljfshfs. _{its legs were like.. swirling slowly and it was kinda spinning OTL. YES I STARED AT IT.}

and by the time i turned around the other spider was gone and i was freaking outtttt





_{but eventually i caught it and idk what to do with it OTL. im too scared to bring it outsideee and if i asked anyone else in my family they prolly would kill the spider D8}



LOL pointless journal is pointless



_{fuck im still jumpy}